Sometimes i wonder why even the word "love" have a few haters.

What is my defination of love?

Its the wonderful feeling you have inside of you that makes you smile everytime you think of that special someone. The "Honey Moon" period... where love blooms and everything seems to be perfect. Its not always this way. Without differences in a relationship, life can be boring. That is when most people will say, "Love is complicated", "Love is painful", "Love is blind".... so on and so forth. It does hurt to me, not that i disagree. Its does. To wonder if there are always "The One". To know that it exist and if the right time have come. It is really complicated.

No doubt im in love but sometimes i wonder if im clapping with only 1 hand. If he thinks im the perfect one. Ill just have this massive amount of thoughts going through my head... am i at the losing end? Even if this doesnt work out. Even if i would let him go with my whole heart if we're not meant to be... it would still break my heart. The fact that i've fell in love with him, i'll fall with a hard crash.

Now im just waiting.... to know if i am the right one for him.