My Everyday Life

Work it with stripes.

2011-01-04T13:16:00.004+08:00

Stripes have been one of my staple trends. With proper mix & matching it can make you look casually chic effortlessly. That's what i love about it. However there's always a "but" in anything. To not be tacky, definitely stays with neutral colours or at least stripes with less then 3 colours. Navy & white stripes catches my eyes everytime. Remember less is more.

Pit-Stop

2010-11-15T16:46:00.001+08:00

Pit-Stop by streetfling featuring a beige tote

Pit-Stop

2010-11-15T16:45:00.001+08:00

Pit-Stop by streetfling featuring ankle shoes

2010-07-13T21:19:00.002+08:00

Interested in my new fashion blog?

Visit http://streetfling.blogspot.com/

See you all there!

2010-04-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when things doesnt go your way, you'll just take it in and think positive.

2010-03-26T17:37:00.002+08:00

Feel like running away from this... but it will keep on sticking to you even if you like it or not.

im a mess!

2010-03-25T16:12:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so weird right now... its like im tired yet i want to have thrill. Bored yet content. Sad yet happy. Lazy yet i want to dress up and go out. Hmmmm.... maybe its the Asam pedas i ate. Oh well!

2010-03-20T19:27:00.004+08:00

I wonder who would go back and check if my blog is still alive.... it has been dead for quite sometime now and im surprised to know that some people do check. Well for now i hope its dead so i dont have readers. I want to let out my emotion to people yet i want it to be private. Yes you may say it defeat the purpose of having a blog. Plus i dont privatise it. I just like the idea of having people reading it. People i dont know. So its for them to know and for me to never find out. People that i hope reads it and know what i am feeling now. :(

This week have been a horrible week. Luckily i can bare the pain.
How am i going to replace the frame? hmmm......

A million apologies on my side.

2010-03-20T19:18:00.001+08:00

I'll be waiting....

2010-03-18T14:38:00.002+08:00

Then it will repeat all over again....

The chasing.....

then....

the misery.....

when it ends.... it will start all over again....

2010-03-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

I hate this shit that i am going through! Sheesh!

2010-03-01T00:47:00.003+08:00

I am a sucker for pretty accessories!

Uh! I just love how he have good taste for me. Im starting to get addicted to his likings..... bohemian and flora & fauna.

The fact that im now blogging about more personal stuffs, i wonder how many people actually reads it. As you know my blog has been dead for months! However i like it that it is now more low profile. (I am full aware of who is reading my blog) At the same time it is nerve racking to actually release your personal thoughts and life to people. "What would they actually think about me?" Well love it or hate it, im still blogging and this time i dont care. Period! tehee:D

2010-02-26T01:53:00.003+08:00

I learn that in life, taking chances are the least thing you would want to do. If you want a particular thing, then go for it! Do it right the first time! Go all out even if you may hurt your ego because you are fullfilling your dreams.

2010-02-24T20:57:00.004+08:00

Ice Cream for 2 :D

Updated:

Its funny how my Mum and Azhar made a conspiracy against me over disclosing my blog link. Hehehe. Azhar what have you done to gain her trust ha! Hehehe... So im not going to change a thing here. What you read is what really happened and here you can know my life story. Ade advantage tu... or otherwise? I hope not. Guess instead of you facing the computer because of "1 piece 2 piece 3 piece"(inside joke) you would be reading my life stories.

Here goes my life stories...... a journey to know me better!

Seram nyer.... Ya Allah selamat kan aku... Insya'allah Amin! :D

2010-02-24T19:35:00.003+08:00

The annoying orange is really annoying........

So here's the thing... i know that my blog has made it to public again. Yes it is more personal and i am proud to be able to share it. I have been trying to be more personal but never really manage to get there. Well all i can say that i think im starting to be a 19 years old girl. Hopefully this year will be a good year for me. Insya'allah Amin.

-Things happened for a reason-

I took the words and believe in it. Never once i questioned the real reason behind it. Things happened and ill just say the words again and again. "Things happened for a reason". It changed what i think when that one sad night came in 2007.... when it change me forever.(or so i think :)) I still remember hearing those words from my aunt's mouth when tears stream down my cheeks, "Things happened for a reason". It did. It made me stronger. It protects me and i am more accepting of what is happening around me. Alhamdullilah. I belive in those words because i have experienced it myself. So if you havent, your time will come. Things does happened for a reason. It teaches us a lesson that will not be forgotten. Lesson that can only be taught by Allah. The way that would made us realise and change for the better.

So if it does happened to you... you will know it soon. :) Maybe theres a blessing in disguise.

2010-02-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder why even the word "love" have a few haters.

What is my defination of love?

Its the wonderful feeling you have inside of you that makes you smile everytime you think of that special someone. The "Honey Moon" period... where love blooms and everything seems to be perfect. Its not always this way. Without differences in a relationship, life can be boring. That is when most people will say, "Love is complicated", "Love is painful", "Love is blind".... so on and so forth. It does hurt to me, not that i disagree. Its does. To wonder if there are always "The One". To know that it exist and if the right time have come. It is really complicated.

No doubt im in love but sometimes i wonder if im clapping with only 1 hand. If he thinks im the perfect one. Ill just have this massive amount of thoughts going through my head... am i at the losing end? Even if this doesnt work out. Even if i would let him go with my whole heart if we're not meant to be... it would still break my heart. The fact that i've fell in love with him, i'll fall with a hard crash.

Now im just waiting.... to know if i am the right one for him.

2010-02-01T13:43:00.002+08:00

So here's the story..... i have grown and aged! I know... sound old right!

Anyways 18 years of my life turining 19 has been an adventure and you can really see how time passed so easily. It is true that people at different age see things differently and my uncle is always there to make us understand what it means. This is the age where we are heading to adulthood... so close to be independent, getting a job and WHAT?? GET MARRIED?? I cant imagine that part at all. Wow... time does moves fast. The next thing i know im at my cousins wedding or even more surprising, MINE! Slow your horses now girl! Thats too fast.... So what i want to say is that this is the time where you do a reality check and set your future's path. I want to makes sure all my dicision is made with full satisfactory, insya'allah.

i love you guys, Faizah, Khairun & Ili. Let us set our personal lives aside and be crazy like the old times.

Missing You

2009-10-14T00:43:00.003+08:00

Im staring at the screen thinking of what to write......

I've been thinking and came to my own conclusion that life is a mystery. You will never know what is instore for you till its time...... i stop here the last time.

SO! Now that i cant remember what i wrote the last time, ill just start a new topic. :)

School is officially OPEN. Not that school has just started but for the past few weeks school never feel so relax before. This week, stress slowly creeps the students of DIT year 2. 2 assignment are out and we need to get it started soon.

2009-09-13T23:45:00.001+08:00

So i havent been able to post because i manage to achieve my goal to make Raya Cookies with the help of my mum ofcourse! :D

Yesterday i bake AntNest Cookies(Kueh Sarang Semut) and Suji

Today i bake cheese sticks!

My mum bake Cornflakes Cookie though.

Looking at the end product really make me want to bake more cookies. So i hope this time i can bake with my cousins and friends. Who knows we can exchange receipes.

Miss me please

2009-09-11T12:30:00.001+08:00

Countdown to Hari Raya: 9 more days.

Yesterday was PUASA SUNGGUH POWER event.
Congratulations to all that made the event a success.
Especially the programmers.

I try uploading pictures in my face book. Both albums, Kl trip and PSP event.

I am coping so far with the fact that my boyfriend is away for Internship. My mum asked me if i felt lonely and i have to agree that i do feel an emptiness but i still have people that i love around me. So what did i do to fill up my time when usually i contact Farhan?

I.....

Suf the net
Watch Youtube
Facebook-ing
Watch television
Go for SSP training
Go for MLS meetings
Clean the kitchen
Clean my house
and im yet to clean my room

It gets bored sometimes if you keep doing the same thing over and over again but that is the best i could think so far.

ANYWAYS! Hopefully this weekend and next week shall be my most productive days because i have lots of "MAKE KUEH RAYA" plans. It have been a dream to make LOTS & LOTS of kueh raya. So lets pray that with my free-time now, i am able to get the oven cooking!!!! Yum2! I am going to love the smell of freshly baked cookies!

New Look

2009-09-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

So i have decided to give my blog a new look so ill be more keen to post.
It means that IM BACK BABEH!!! Hopefully. *Big Smile*

Cockroach

2009-09-03T05:31:00.000+08:00

I woke up and start walking in the dark. I open the door and oops, i kicked something. Walk out and look back. I overturn a cockroach.... i am fully awake.

Realise

2009-08-10T22:22:00.001+08:00

When we were young all we think about is having fun. You will always know that when you fall there is someone to catch us. Now when you are 18 you start realizing that all your action determine your future. When did this happens? When fun is being replaced by stress? When you fall, you get up alone. The competition is on and all they think about is themselves.

Just updating

2009-07-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

Its such a relieve that i am done with the 2nd assignment of my Design and User Interface Module. However it is short lifted as i have more assignment coming my way. Next stress assignment is WEB Application which i so overly dragging. 2 more weeks to due date and i getting nervous by the minute. My course is neither getting easier nor exciting. It's getting terribly DIFFICULT! I am trying my best to catch up and stay alive in this course. Actually it is only the programming modules which is making this course difficult. The rest is rather fun. I can only feel full relieve after i hand up my WEBA Assignment. Pray that i do well!

Enough said about my course

Im missing my BOYFRIEND terribly, since Wednesday im busy with my Flash Assignment, thus havent had time to meet him. He too was busy with his projects. So i hope to meet him real soon.

I hate it when you say "bye". I never want the day to end when i am with you.

2009-06-14T22:46:00.004+08:00

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I'VE UPDATED MY BLOG.

Nothing to update about and plain LAZY!

So here goes to Kak Khairunnisa' because she asked for it.

People actually mistaken me for Nasuha!
Its hilarious actually. So Nasusa notice its not her and took her version on Monalisa Smile.

Lols! Sorry i cant show a bigger picture.

She's so funny. So yeah. Thats it. LOLS. You have to wait till Iffa gets home so i can update you people about SSP camp. VERY THE FUN!

Jakarta

2009-05-05T21:48:00.011+08:00

Friday

Destination: Jakarta
Flight Time: 4.00pm

Changi Airport
Terminal 3

We arrives at an estimated time of 5.30pm in Jakarta (SOEKARNO-HATTA airport) We were greeted by our tour guide. We had our dinner and drove around Jakarta fo sight-seeing. Pass Merdeka Square, National Monument and Presidential Place.

Saturday

After breakfast we went to shipping port. Boats that carry trading goods. It only travels around indonesia. Nest was Rumah Batik Danar Hadi. Its is sure a BATIK HEAVEN. Good quality and well made batik. Expensive indeed. I considered it as BRANDED gooods. Some of their products are very exclusive. We proceed to Taman Mini Indonesia Indah. This is where you can see miniature hourses from 26 provinces. Museum of Al-Quran was next( there the biggest Al-quran can be found. Very mesmorising) , followed by Sea World Indonesia. Last but not least we went shopping at ITC Cempaka Mass. Great place to get good bargained goods.

Sunday

First stop was The Mosque with the Golden Dome. It is such a beautiful place. We then had our lunch at A&W(very antique) and guess what?? SHOPPING AGAIN! We went to Senaya City and Sarinah to shop. Senaya City is like Paragon in Singapore. For me its a little difficult for me to differentiate the Rich, Average and the Poor in genereal but if you go to Senaya City to shop, there is where you will see the RICH or maybe average.

Monday

Museum was first on the list. There you can actually see the prison where they torture people during war. It is a beautiful place to take pictures. Before we head to the airport we did last minute shopping at Tanah Abang and Mangga Dua shopping centre.

Flight Time: 10.25pm

We reached Singapore at 1.10am.

I had fun there. My craving for a holiday was fulfilled and i enjoyed this Family Holiday. Jakarta is indeed very different from Singapore. Just put it this way. Singapore is a small and manageable country. Very organise, fast and systematic country. I love Singapore but yet i enjoyed learning and experiencing other countries culture and way of life. Words to describe Jakarta. Very busy yet relax place to be.

Thats all for now. Toddles!

2009-04-30T16:03:00.003+08:00

In great needs for VACATION!!!!

2009-04-25T22:06:00.005+08:00

ps i love you

I just realise that writing a good post is all about emotions and feelings that need to be expressed. If i have no specific topic in mind thats is where i will stumble and get out of topic during posting. One thing about this blog is that it is known to many people i know. Privacy is very little and what are the odds that they would missed one post. That is why i dont really like to express my feelings. I have different levels of opening myself up to people. There the humorous part of me and the real part of me. The real part of me is where i am most comfortable with. I dont feel intimidated, fake and self-conscious. Only afew people get to see this part of me. People i love and people that im close with will only encounter this part of me. Mainly, my family (WHOLE), Boyfriend and best friends. The humorous part of me is the easiest to see. Anybody i know more than 48 hours(i think) could see this. It is comfortable but at times when you think about it they only know that part of you. What really happens deep inside is still unknown. Friends come and go but who does stay?

2009-04-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

Im seriously bored.

School this week was not bad. I think i like my time table eventhough i have to wake up as early as 6am to get ready for school. I like the fact my lectures is in the lecture theater. Also = NO NEED TO BRING LAPTOP. YAY! It is such a chore to bring laptop to school because it is so heavy! If only if the laptop could float it will make my life easier.

Enough about school.

Yesterday was Isa's Birthday. So Happy Birthday to Isa. May all your dreams and goals come true.

Today boyfriend attend a gig. I've been to a gig before but never know how it is like outside. The gig i went to is in school. Welcome party. I dont understand it that much thus i didnt enjoyed it. After i knew that Boyfriend likes it, i think i can learn how to appreciat it. THUS giving such a big hint to boyfriend to bring me to a gig someday. Oh yar. Bad memories during welcome party. Its like saliva party instead. Each of us had a wristle. During the party they tend to blow the wristle so loud that all their saliva flew. It kinda looks like a sprinkler in the hall. VERY DISGHUSTING!
Luckily the gig outside is free from free wristle or ill make sure i wear a raincoat.

Love,
Athira

2009-04-23T20:33:00.002+08:00

I was thinking....

I miss my cousins. Even though we are now not contacting with each other. Its normal for us to be crazy, funny and fights. Well there's a saying even the teeth bit the tongue and i know that one day we will still be the crazy ppl we know cause even if we fight we have a solution to solve it.
I miss Khairun and Ili. Even sometimes we 3 know each other too well that we get used to their behavior. Know their advantages and weaknesses. Know each others doubt and fears. We understands each other. When we fights it hurt us altogether. It doesnt make a diffirent being on the winning, middle or losing end because i know in the end it all ends up with the same hurt feeling we 3 are feeling. They are my cousins and my best friends. I love them to the core and i would want to spend my happiness and joy with them in the future and i want to see them happy as well.
Even now when things are difficult i am not ashamed to admit that they are my Best Cousins.

I love you both....

Happy Birthday Farhan!

2009-04-22T23:39:00.004+08:00

On the 20th of April it was Farhan's 18 Birthday!

It was indeed a fun day and I really hope you like my presents!

To Farhan: Semoga Panjang Umur, Murah rezeki dan tetap Iman. May all your wish come true
and achieve all your goals in life.

2009-04-15T20:12:00.005+08:00

The night before the camp.
We ate SUSHI for dinner! The 5 of us escape programs for awhile to eat SUSHI.
It all started when we talked about food about 30mins before we reach TOKYO SUSHI.

Updates about Kem W.A.J.A.R

Day 2: Performance day.
Almost the whole day we have training and preparation for your performance.
It was indeed a night to remember. Plus i we Samsui looks so old that people barely recognised us.

Day 3: Games day!

We committee made a team of our own. The BLACK team a.k.a THE BLACK PEARL
Motto: Conquer points and steal water bombs.

It has been awhile since i played netball and trust me, captain's ball never been so tiring before!

Overall the camp is fun. Now i cant wait for SSP camp.

2009-04-13T22:47:00.004+08:00

Its all about training now.

I will try my best to update my blog k. Sorry kowangs.

So today as usual there's training. Its actually fun. We played theater games. Games that teaches us more about how to be even better with acting.

After that i miss my boo... Hehehe. Farhan luh.

Well im not newbie anymore. We are now 2nd year poly students. Plus soon become lions. Freshies please dont call us CUBS. Lols. Only applied to seniors and us. Its weird if you call us CUBS. So.... so many new faces. Actually abit excited to see newbies when school reopens. See how they dressed up. Like seniors always said. Only freshies dressed up. We shall see if that theory is true. For now, it shall be a mystery.

2009-03-24T23:27:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Dear Cousin!

Its LIYANA'S Day!

So last Saturday we did a surprise for my cousin for her belated birthday.
We went Ice Skating!

So we bought her present, followed by ice skating, dinner at simpang bedok and end our day by eating her birthday cake at east coast park.

Here are some pics!

Make a wish Islam Version. Lols

Fugly Parting uh my hair. Haha

Bad Hair for me. Tsk2.

Mission Successful!

2009-03-17T22:00:00.003+08:00

Im done blogging. Its all about being lazy. Im bored with my layout and i feel like changing to livejournal. Wait till i know how livejournal works or better still just close the whole blog. I wont have time to blog anyway.

I am so tired after gym, dance and ironing. Then i noticed its such a warm day. I perspire alot.

Howell im just updating my blog. So have a happy holiday!

ps: Uncle makes from boring holidays to Happy Holidays. Thank You!

2009-03-06T12:49:00.002+08:00

I just love my girls!

Its a lollipop-licious day!

They kept doing normal smiley shots when im the only one going doing crazy poses.

2009-02-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

Thank You Abang Fadhil for secretly planned my surprise party!

From your DEAREST MOST LOVABLE BEST EVER SISTER IN THE WORLD!,
Athira.

AHAHAHAH!

Sang SInga Purba

2009-02-25T22:31:00.004+08:00

AUDITION FOR MUZIKARAMA!!!

Only for SIngapore Poly Students.

Talented? Go for Muzikarama Audition and you can show what you are all about!

Audition Date and Time

26 Feb 2009 --- 3.30pm-8.00pm

27 Feb 2009 --- 2.30pm-9.00pm

2009-02-25T22:11:00.008+08:00

It was actually on Thursday when we went to Hort Park.

Initial plan was to go to Henderson Wave but end up going to Hort park.

I HAD FUN! Lets do it again!

Next time lets go Henderson Wave! Weee..!!!

2009-02-25T21:51:00.004+08:00

Sorry Yum, I still have to say this. " My Birthday Is not over!" Hehehe!

Yup! They did it again! Surprise on my birthday. I should have known. My cousins are full of surprises. They did a picnic surprise for me. No doubt i still have exam papers to sit for. It was nice of them to gather and do a surprise for me. THANK YOU ALL! LOVE YOU GUYS TRUCK LOADS!

Family Love!

The Surprise walk

My 3rd cake! All Chocolate!

Vogue Shot. Kakak is so "VOGUE"

Singing time!

My Present. ALDO GOLD WATCH! Bling bling!

I know its Ili and Khairun's idea. HEHEHEHE! MUAH!

2009-02-13T23:27:00.004+08:00

Love Shines and glitters

Roses, Chocolates, Cards, Muffins and Cakes season are finally here!

Today i seen a few girls with roses. Different colours! Sunflower. Im not sure it Sunflower is the correct type for Hearts Day. I too received gifts!

Banana Choco Chip Muffin & Blueberry Muffin

However its not what you think. Amira brought Banana Choco Chip muffin cause Nina and I were hungry, her mum made it and the blueberry muffin was a from Kak Khairiah. LOLS.
Thank You both for the home-made yummy muffins.

Today i had a date with Nina and Amirah. Study date! Been revising math and its so tiring. It makes me sleepy to even think about it. Cant wait for exam week to end so i can hurry up and work. Make plans with family, cousins, dear and CCA mates. I just cant wait for the HOLIDAYS! Weeee...!!!!

So happy friendship day and have good week end YALL!

2009-02-10T22:42:00.006+08:00

My Birthday is NOT OVER YET!

Its an ordinary day. My mother and Brother entered the room to ask me to change the Magic clean cloth. So i took one cloth from the bag of magic clean cloths my mother brought into the room. I took my own sweet time changing it. I sang as well. After changing it she asked me to put back the bag of magic clean cloths back to her room. So i took it and guess what i saw? I-Touch 16 gig inside the bag of magic clean cloths! I was super shock luh! Hehe. A good surprise! Bottom line i love my parents. They are the best thing that happen to my life. :D

Magic clean is Magical after all. LOLS!

Thank You Abah & Mama!

Love You both

XOXOXOX!

I love my Birthday Present!

Good night Yaals! Sleep tight baby I-Touch. Zzzzzzzz.....

2009-02-09T20:38:00.004+08:00

After the last paper its would be HOLIDAY!

Even so i wont be entirely free. Meetings and trainings will be greeting me after that but im sure ill enjoy it. Cant wait for FOC camp! Looking forward to it.

Take a peep in my head....

It has been quite sometime since i shop. Been busy to actually walk around to see whats new. I really need to find a good pair of sandals. My shoes soles are starting to wore off.
I have to stop thinking about shopping in Singapore. I need to save money!

More in-dept

You know what bothering me? It bothers me not to have a good post to talk about. Talk about feelings and what really bothers me should be part of my post. Most of my post actually.
The thing that bothers me now is that people do judge a book by its cover. Like or not in some parts of us we do judge. No matter how much you hate being judge or listen to judgment about someone you like. It is very important to study the value inside before you can judge the outside.

This bad habit need some butt kicking!

Forbidden Love. Can i allow this judgment to rule me?

2009-02-09T00:02:00.002+08:00

My Birthday is Not Over Yet!

So after Syarahan my aunt took out the cake she baked for me. Thank you Mak Long. Not forgetting with the help of Kak Faizah.

Celebrated my belated birthday at my aunt's house.

So next week is study week before our end semester exams.
Agenda for the week: STUDY STUDY STUDY!

2009-02-04T23:14:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me!!! Belated now.

I had 3 celebrations. First was with my Secondary School Classmates. Still the same ol' them. Crazy as always! I had fun. Time flies on Tuesday night and the next thing i know we all are heading home after dinner.

Thanks to :
LaiYee
Yvonne
Christopher
Khalid
Deny

Present:
Live Jeniffer Lopez Perfume Set (Perfume, Body Lotion and Body Foam)
Live Luxe Jeniffer Lopez Body Lotion
Ferrero Garden

Next was with Malay Language Society members.
Its Sadiq and My Birthday Today!

Thanks to:
Nina
Amirah
Syak
Rohani
Afyqah
Wak
Wan
Fahmi
Rashid
Yan

Cake for Sadiq and Me!

Finally was with Sang Singa Purba

It was a total Sabo Surprise. They came and throw flour all over me. Covered with flour from top to bottom. However i had fun even if im all white and old looking. Lols

Thanks to:
Eecar
Nana
Amirah
Syarifah
Wan
Iffah
Nas
Nad

Present:
Ssp Tradition Card
Merci Chocolates
Hand-made Notebook

I still have this small celebration with Farhan dear. Even if he was there during the Sabo and he was actually in the planning committee but still he made an effort to make my day a memorable one. Thank you so much love!

Thanks to one and only Noor Farhan Nordin

Presents:
Dove Chocolates
Self Edited Card(Very Sweet)
&
My all time favourite Heart Necklace from Chomel

Thank you friends! Its very thoughtful of you to plan my birthday and celebrate it on the day itself or compromise to celebrate near my birthday on Tuesday. Meant alot to me and what happens on my birthday stay on my birthday. LOLS! Thank You once again. You guys really made my day!

My Birthday

2009-02-04T00:46:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR ATHIRA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

2009-01-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

Go check out this spree blog. If you are interested with American Product.

http://eski-eski.blogspot.com/

Happy Shopping!

2009-01-29T12:58:00.001+08:00

Apple Mint

Get Well Soon Farhan!
Eat lots and lots of apple! Lols
Take good Care of Yourself!

Winks*

5 more days to my Eoh Eso Efabulous Eighteen Birthday!

2009-01-25T21:28:00.003+08:00

Nothing exciting happened today. Just me and assignments.

However theres a highlight for today. I chat with my little cousin (Ili brother) online. He kept giving me winks so we had this winks war, followed by the ugliest face on webcam then emoticon war. First time doing this with my little cousin.

2009-01-24T16:00:00.006+08:00

Steps to passion

So we had our performance at Ubi Community Center for our Ladies. Its for Women night out. Some sort like that. After all those nerve racking dance im glad we had fun cam whoring and karaoke-ing. Im sure worn off after those practices and performance. i need a good sleep.

Getting Ready

Inilah Choreographer kite! Encik Aizat.

Us Girls:
Izzah
Athira
Amirah
Nasuha

2009-01-22T23:25:00.003+08:00

I've been pampering myself by shopping. Mostly blog shopping. Maybe this is my treat for my upcoming birthday. So i can look good on my Elegant Eighteen celebration. If there is one. Else i plan myself. LOLS.

I have 5 assignments.

1 almost there
1 done 1 page out of 10 pages
1 start designing
1 start doing codes
1 left with a few more paragraphs

This time my mission is not to do Assignments last minute
&
FIND LOTS of HELP!

Im good. For now :D

2009-01-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

Some Random Post

Today i had fun. Crapping up with Nina and Nana. Then Farhan, Fauzi and Zuf came along to add to the 'already funny situation'. Time sure flies when you're with them.

Training + Ssp FOC camp meeting + Nurdeen meeting = BUSY!!!

So thats my plan for tomorrow. Busy busy busy me. However im looking forward to it. Im craving for laughter. I want more! Hehehe. Even if Farhan had given me enough but i still want more!!!

I love my blog song :D

2009-01-18T23:35:00.004+08:00

TGIF ; All girls Slumber Party!

Models for Fashion Show (mainly on skirts)

Athira, Nana ( and Ada, Zinnie, Fad)

More pictures contact Ahlina :D

2009-01-15T15:27:00.007+08:00

Be Tacky!

I hope tomorrow will go well for Nurdeen as well as for me. Todays isnt at all the best day of the week. Though didnt quite beat Monday. Still it still makes my life a total Bummer! So i didnt feel like dressing up today. Even if its minimal but i always have the urge to at least look presentable when i come to school. Since today time table isnt at all my favourite so i kinda drag school. Give me an excuse to act this way.

IM A SLACKER TODAY! hehe

Now im at level 1 of stress. Not the total level 5. I have so much to think. Like for example trying to get at least 2 people to come to Nurdeen Slumber Party. Since at first i thought 4 people could go but sadly i think its going end up with only 1. However i dont expect them to not be busy. Its Saturday what can you expect. Plus their reasons were acceptable.
Dear Farhan sacrifice his Friday plans just to spend time with me before my Slumber party. Since my Saturday is taken.

Trying to edit the ticket in photoshop is killing me. MY PHOTOSHOP HAS GONE WILD! Lucky HuiXuan is here to help me. Shes super good at it. Save Lin from my nightmare. HEHE.

This is random but can u believe its SUPER windy at Business block. The funny thing is when i ate there during break my food went flying across the study conner. All gone. The Styrofoam, Plastic bag and even my food(by the time left with abit of pasta and chicken). Its my luck that my Chin Chou stays with me. Hey! look at the bright side. Save me from cleaning my food up after eating :D!

I like this pencil case so much cause its my childhood present from my mum. I dont know where it go( as if it can walk by itself). She bought it from Tokyo disney. How i wish its with me now.

My Cinderella pencil case is missing!!!!

Help me find it!!

- Its Blue with Cinderella standing on the left

- The zip is a pumpkin

- Product of Disney

2009-01-12T16:41:00.004+08:00

Monday Blues

"Monday Blues" were invented because of my Monday time table. Even if thats not really the reason, im determine to have my way! LOLS. Long hours lectures, tough modules and tough quiz. Bummer! Can Monday Time Table be any worse? At least theres Tuesday and Wednesday Time Table to cheer me up and its starting from tomorrow! Yipee!

Be my Shooting Star

2009-01-10T23:11:00.016+08:00

SSP WANGSA PRESENT SANG SINGA PURBA DANCERS!

Dancers: Starting from the right

Shahidah
Amirah
Athira
Nad
Nasuha
not forgetting Hazah (not in the picture)

Thanks to our Choreographer Aizat(the one in green).

So girls get ur pictures!

Finally im done updating. Long list of pictures.

Pictures were taken during Singapore Poly Open House.

2009-01-09T10:50:00.000+08:00

CALLING OUT TO ALL MUSLIMAH!

Keen to have fun & let your hair down(literally) ?
Been wanting to chat and bond with your dear girlfriends but just didn't have the time?
Wanna show off what you think a modern cinderella should look like?

Nurdeen is proud to present a girls slumber party, themed Modern Cinderella this coming 16th-17th January 2009!

Come down dressed as what you think is a modern Cinderella and you might just be crowned Miss TGIF!

at just $8, dinner & supper is provided. there's ice-cream, chocolate fondue and loads of yummy treats!
great performances and exciting programs that are sure mind boggling!

do visit their website for more details(:

http://nurdeenspmls.multiply.com/journal

GO CHECK IT OUT!

for more enquiries, do leave a comment and we will get back to you, insya'Allah.

do register by emailing to nurdeen@live.com

psst..
jangan lupa calling members!

confirm syiok punya...

:DDDD

2009-01-09T10:27:00.002+08:00

Everything does happen for a reason.
Every patients doesn't necessary will pay off. LOLS. Well what im trying to say is that if i have been patient about it, this wonderful realisation wont happen. Its because i need to do something about this and that triggered it all. Im glad its over now.

The Happy Athira is BACK!!
RING or SMS ME IF YOU WANT TO HEAR MY LAUGHTER! LOLS

Lesson learned. Hehe.

2009-01-08T21:44:00.003+08:00

Pic taken during Nyp performances.

Performance by Layar Andayu

Thats only 3/4 of SSP.

2009-01-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

DANCE ALL THE WAY! Training is back or at least i think it is. It could make me forget my miseries.

So you think you can dance?

2009-01-05T22:16:00.003+08:00

I wonder how love can be so easy for some people whereas some are still struggling to find one? Maybe this isnt as easy as you think it is. There isnt such thing as sparks or love at first sight. Thats why they are called Fairytale. We are in the REAL-tale. Can love be easy for me? Ever?

UGH! If only some people know how to keep their mouth shut. Well to think about the positive side, she'll know sooner or later right? Hais. Life is beginning to get difficult.

2009-01-03T22:01:00.005+08:00

Excuse me

My Birthday is going to be in 1 month time starting tomorrow!

My Wish List!

-Ceramic Hair curler
-Hand Bag(Shopping handbag)
-Bed Covers Set(White or pink)
-Watch

Ang paos and vouchers

(LOLS! Tak tau malu!)

My Birthday is always very nerve racking for me!

All in all, its the thought that counts. :D

2009-01-02T22:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAKAK

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to...KAKAK!

Happy birthday to you!!!

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BOOHUUU!!

Im sad i finished reading all 3 books after Twilight. I love the story. I want to read it all over again but im sure it wont be as fun when i know what is going to happen next.

If only there is a continuation for the book.

SOBS2.....!!

2009-01-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

To only wish my life is life a Fairy tale, Movie, Drama, Love Stories?????

Its just overwhelming to see how Love Stories is so Fanciful and Fairytalish(I make this word up :D) make me wonder is there such things in life. About love at first sight or the feelings that assure you that you have found your soul mate the first time you laid eyes on him/her? Well maybe i read and watch too much LOVE STORIES.

I need to get back to reality. SOON!

2008-12-30T00:21:00.006+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru to Pak Unggal and Mak Unggal.

27th Decenber 2008

Siblings(Grooms side.)

Nices

Nieces + Nephews

The Dads

Busy with Things EVERYDAY. Well I had to keep up with life for the pass few BUSY days. Stress at times but overall I enjoyed it.

Update!
About our Slumber Party. We did have it eventually. Khairun made the record that night for not being the 1st to sleep! As usual im always the last few to sleep. Since when Ili sleeps so early? Since she have 2 CCAS! Lols.

2008-12-22T14:41:00.003+08:00

This is driving me crazy.

Twilight is driving me crazy!

I skipped Twilight and read New Moon straight away. Being impatient about what is going to happen next. Now am all about stuck to it. Im still waiting to buy Eclipse since its OUT OF STOCK in most book store. Luckily theres Kak Mada. Ive seen the trailer to all the books and I cant wait to WATCH THEM ALL! Trust me. The book is SO GOOD! It catches your attention from the start plus they get you emotionally attached to the character. What she's feeling, you will feel it too.

Is she going to be a vampire? Well you have to read the book to know it!

You can ask me if you want after i read all 4 books. SO EXITIMS!

2008-12-18T22:51:00.004+08:00

Glamour Queen

Yet have the craziest slumber party ever!

Theres one slumber party coming up for all SP girls to attend. Ill post advertisement about it as soon as the poster is out.

I have a feeling its going to be good.

I sure miss my crazy cousins. The joyful, crazy and humorous times we shared sure lightens my life. Cant wait till they reach home safely. Camps and holidays.....

2008-12-18T17:03:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow im going out with this bunch of crazy peeps. I sure miss them. Ever since poly start we've been very busy. Hardly anytime to meet each other. Im glad that im meeting them tomorrow to catch up with each other.

Where are we going for dinner anyway?

2008-12-16T23:13:00.008+08:00

Happy 8th Monthsary to Farhan and me.
May we endure all the crazy things that will happen to our love life.

Free hug everybody!

If you weren't given a chance to view Farah's blog? Here her new blog skin. She's been bugging me the whole day to edit her blog skin and here it is.

2008-12-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

Peace out!

Yup! She didnt wake up early! She woke up at 1pm! Thats not early! *Laughs hysterically*

Slumber party is today. Not at all the party we plan it to be. Two of us. Looking at each other's faces. We manage to pull it through just with a camera. CAMWHORE! What else!

Some pics of FAFARELLA!

credits to me!

-Make up
-Photography
-Dress + headband
-Background(My room)

2008-12-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

Getaway at JB? Isnt at all the place you think you going to have a holiday is it? Well I actually enjoy it there. Lunch was great! Hotel service, well not bad but all in all quality time with my beloved parents. Who say you cant have fun with you parents? I absolutely did. I just wish i could have done something there. SWIMMING!

Who can be my doll?

Since when do i have lazy muscles? SINCE O'LEVELS ENDS! I havent been exercise well. Unlike my secondary school years. Not to worry i am going to make this lazy muscles fit again. If..... Farah wakes up early and be on time to drag me out of the house. Ill shall tell u the result tomorrow.

2008-12-12T10:55:00.005+08:00

STOP!

Every since Mid semester Test is over ive been dying to shop for new clothes. Its rare to find you have nothing nice to wear anymore. Same ol' tee and jeans. Its all about saving money now. Its all about SACRIFICE! Money have been very tight lately and all i want is to snuggle up next to my mum and ask if she could buy me a bag. Truthfully my cousins and i have been saving up for our Hong Kong trip which i pray our trip will be as planned. Getting all excited for the trip scares me at times. So im not going to be overall excited incase of any downpour. However im just itching to spend my money on good bargains at factory outlets! Well we just have to wait and see then.

People are getting even more busy now and im getting even more bored. When your at home you feel like going out and yet you're lazy. WHATS WRONG WITH ME! All i need is to spend time with him and my girls. I miss my girls! There no perfect time to spend time with all of my girls. When one is free the other is not. When one come back from holiday the other go for holiday. LOLS. Now we are racing for time. HURRY GIRLS! WHERE'S OUR SLUMBER PARTY!

2008-12-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

Holiday hasnt been exciting except yesterday. I NEED ENTERTAINMENT!

Muke lawa eh gitu. LOLS

2008-12-08T21:22:00.004+08:00

Eventhough i've wished him.....

Surprise2!!!

Happy Belated Abang Hilmi!

We ate at a Turkish cosine restaurant and i ate ISKENDER KEBAB.

Khairiah planned all this surprise and treat him Secret Recipe Black Forest cake. Even if i missed to see his expression when they surprised him, im glad we celebrated his birthday. Surprisingly he didnt even noticed me at the counter when he walked into the restaurant . I was actually fixing the candle on his cake. Lols. The best thing is when he walked in i bend forward towards the waitress and so she asked "Do you want to hide behind the counter?" Lols. However because i was so afraid he noticed me i said " Nvm just bend down and shut up" LOLS! I cant believe i said SHUT UP! Hahaha. Its subconsciously. So im not entirely at fault. All in all its fun! Lets surprise who next?!

2008-12-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

So i went out with my girls. Went shopping even if we're trying to save money. SAVE UP GIRLS!

2008-12-06T00:10:00.002+08:00

Want to know me more? Read this. I WAS TAGGED!

Starting time: 12:10 pm
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 2
Shoes size: 7
Height : 155 when I was in sec 4 .
Where you live in : Singapore
favourite drinks: Peach Aloevera
favourite breakfast : Vegetarian mee and Nasi Wakna
Have You Ever ....
Been on a plane : Yes
Swam in an Ocean : Yup. I want to do that again.
Fallen asleep in school : Yes. Sleepy
Broken Someone's heart : Im sure i have.
Fell off your chair : I think i have.
Waited for someone to call : Yes. Blush2. You know luh.
Saved Emails : I assume. Yup i have.
What is your room like : one word. BEAUTIFUL!
What is the last time you ate : Pizza hut. Im full now.
Ever had...
Chicken Pox : Yup.
Sore throat : Yup.
Stiches : Yup
Broken Nose : Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : Hmmm... I believe thats more of a crush. I developed love
for someone. Tak kenal maka tak cinta. LOLS
Like Picnics : A good one? YES!
Who was/were the last person you danced with : I cant remember.
Last made you smile : Khairun.
You last yelled at : SP STAR! Support Aidil.
Today did you...
Talk to someone you like : Someone i love u mean. Yes.
Kissed Anyone : hmmm... Got kissed! My mum.
Talk to an ex : I do
Miss someone : YES. Im waiting for him to call back. :D
Eat : Not hungry
Best feeling in the world : Being loved and FREE THINGS!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Nah
Whats under your bed : Things i dont want ppl to see. :D
Who do you really hate : HATE NO ONE!
What time isit now : 12:19 pm
Do you have any siblings : Yes
Do you want children : Yes
Do you smile often : Yes. VERY OFTEN
Do you like your hand-writing : Depands
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Parents bed.
What colour shirt are you wearing now : Red
What were you doing at 7.00p.m :I was sleeping.
When did you last cry : On 3rd December.
Are you friendly : You can say i am.
Do you have pets : Used to have. Wont want one.
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now : Now? No
Do you sleep with the TV on : Rarely
What are you doing right now : -.-....... Doing the quiz
Have you ever crawled through a window : Nope.
Are you closer to your mother or father : Mum definitely
Who was the last person , you cried infront of : My Aunt
How many people can you say you've really loved : COUNTLESS
Do you eat healthy : Not really.
Do you still have pictures of you and ur ex : Nope.
Did you cry because of something someone said to you : Ever.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Firstly and definitely? Farhan. All
the time? My family.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago : in primary 2? Hmmm.... how should i know??
5 things on my to-do list today: Sleep. IM SO TIRED
5 snacks I enjoy:
If I were a billionaire : Ill be the riches women in SINGAPORE!
5 of my bad points : Know me then u will know.

2008-12-05T22:10:00.004+08:00

Give me DIFFERENT

Today i want to do something different. I just couldn't figure out what i want to do and its bugging me. Im so tired and i have so much to do. I just want to stop time and relax. Ideal holiday? Spa? or just spend time with love ones? I need entertainment. Suggestions on the tag board! :D

2008-12-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

Treat at Swensen

Its been a tiring day. Exam and did window shopping with Nina. Ran to fetch my mum and now Im tired.

I love shopping with Yvonne. Maybe because of her personality. Shes very "slumber". Lols. Another words dont mind asking ridiculous questions and favours from the sales person. I love the fact that she knows how to bargain things and how torough she checks item before buying it. I miss shopping with her.

However since im long to find a friend that understands fashion in my course, i FINALLY found one. NINA! I went window shopping with her whole afternoon and getting the hang of it. I miss shopping with my girls though. I really need to plan for my 3 weeks holiday properly.

So met my mum and went to Swensen to eat. No special occasion. Im just hungry and i ask her out for dinner. To my surprise, many of my BTSS juniors and friends worked there. Its quiet weird though. The fact that im their senior and they dont even recognise me because i look different now. Yeah. You just dont know whether to smile or just ignore. So when i look at them to smile they IGNORED me! Ouch. How well i must put it in my head that i look different now and not many people can recognise me.

I CANT FOR MST TO END!

If only u knew how much my love is for u.
Everytime i feel like giving up on you i think twice
and everymorning i thank god i did not leave you
because i cant live knowing im not yours anymore
Only if you had love me more

2008-12-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

I miss Farhan SO MUCH!

2008-12-02T17:24:00.003+08:00

Back stage

Performance Time!

(I did the dayangs' hair, hehe)

2008-12-01T16:27:00.003+08:00

Im just waiting for my fairytale to take me away......

Yesterday was a long day for me. Help out with the performance early in the morning at 8 till 9 at night. It really gave me an experience to help the performers get ready. It was my first time doing the hair and putting on base + contouring for the performers.

So keep ill keep you update with the performance pictures! Toddles!

2008-11-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

Its good that theres photoshop module for me. Its really useful. However i dont usually edit pics to correct my flaws. I use if to put background and to blend backgrounds together.

I love colours!

2008-11-29T23:02:00.004+08:00

Silent Cries

Tell me what i have to do to mend things
Everything is so different
Stop and stay and be there for me
Let me flourish again

2008-11-29T21:58:00.003+08:00

MST is next week!

I cant wait for holiday! I can get plenty of rest and go out!

Well i doubt so cause im sure theres lots of plan coming up and i cant wait to spend time with him.

Other than that i have to wake up super duper early to help the performers get ready for their show. They will be having performance at Woodland library.

2008-11-27T14:12:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaa. How ugly i looked in the previous post. LOLS. Well i'll do anything to irritate my bro. What are little sister for right?! Hehehe. Ok fine. I dont usually disturb them since they are always busy with school and GIRLFRIENDS! LOLS. Im busy myself too. So yesterday we celebrated Abang Hilmi's birthday and i was given a chance to irritate him.

I need to slim down! Seriously! EXERCISE2!!!

2008-11-26T21:18:00.003+08:00

I view my friend's blog and i read on post about memories she had with her boyfriend. How she missed him and how she still stood by him when tragic happened. What she had to experience is painful. I know cause i've been through it. To see the memory they shared keep them together. However i move on. It has been months since i moved on. Its not that easy though. It took me more than a night's cry. Some people may think im a bitch and some may think im heartless to leave. Its my choice and i have reasons for it. Nobody knew how i painful it felt. I think i suffered enough and the best way to make me stop hurting myself is to stop loving him.

Life never felt that new. I feel like in 2 bodies at the same time. One was in the past and the other the present. It felt fresh like how i used to feel when i entered secondary school. I thought i was not going to fall for anyone when i entered poly.

To my surprise one was able to change it all.

Eventhough its too late to have this blog post but i just want to thank the people who stood by me when i need them

My aunt (Mak Ngah)
My Brothers
My cousins
My Friends

Im glad im in love now and i prayed that things will go smoothly.

I wouldn't want anybody to think that im in a sad condition or trying to think about the past that once haunt me. No. I just want to let people know why i moved on and thank people who were there for me. I hope its not too late to thank but nevertheless your care and concern helped me alot.

Exams are coming and i need to study! Lols. Ive been a goodie2 to listen to my lecturers and take down notes. I hope i get good marks. Been practicing Java programming in class and i really hope i dont screw my programming codes. Other than than 2 assignments down and another 2 more to go. Cant wait to shoot it DOWN and i will proudly announce that in FREE from assignments. Schools been great. No bad at least. I have crazy friends. Even if sometimes we are not on the same level i think we manage to understand one another.

Talking about friends, some think i changed. Well change and sound scary but sometimes it can be good. Well i think my change is kind off drastic. Like i dont usually wear make ups cause im not sure about it mayself. However i get some lessons and when i try it on myself I LOOK GOOD! I FEEL GOOD about myself. I FEEL GOOD JENG7! I got the hang of it and i start dressing up to school. U used to dress up for school. Last time! NOW its all MINIMAL. Minimal make up ( powder, blusher and eyeliner) Minimal dressing. Minal talking. Minimal being crazy.Minimal on almost everything. Dont worry if i changed. Im just toning down.

DO YOU KNOW THAT ITS ETIQUETTE TO USE AT LEAST SOME MAKE UP TO BE PRESENTABLE? :D my cuz told me this. Lols.

2008-11-23T21:18:00.003+08:00

All i can do is to wait for time to heal

I found this pic in Fyqah's blog. Lols. Its during our night cycling.

2008-11-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

Its just Black and White

Pictures were taken during last weeks training. Well i wasnt in the mood lately but im in TIP TOP condition now. Im good! Lols. Well im just so stressed up with quizez, assignments and even MST thats coming! I cant wait for the holidays! Its like "IM FREE!"

2008-11-20T13:12:00.006+08:00

Theres so many good news for celerities these days.

1st-ly

Bunga Citra Lestari and Asraf are married! They look so good together.

I was actually waiting till the big news to their wedding date. The next thing i know they are married. LOLS. I miss out.

2nd-ly

Norfasari is PREGNANT!

Congrates to all!

I just love to see how couple get together and have a family afterwards. Its such a happy moment. How you actually treasure you spouse and live with him your whole life. Share your joy, sadness and accept him for him. I cant describe what love is actually but im sure its a wonderful thing. Even if im still young and immature about the word love. I feel just as happy to see people in love. Its adorable to see them smile. This December there will be one couple i know that will get together. MY PAK UNGGAL! Well i wish all the best for him. PLUS i cant wait to rewang! LOLS. Glamour3.......

2008-11-14T08:41:00.003+08:00

First time in my poly life i had to stand from kembangan till Buona Vista!!! SO TIRING!!!

Well i wish i can go out with my girls today

2008-11-13T15:06:00.002+08:00

So i haven't been blogging for quite sometime now. Been thinking alot.

So i life kept changing and people too. Things isnt as bright and shinny anymore. Just plain and dull. I hope things will change positively next time.

I miss home. Recently, I want to go home early and spend time with my family. Yesterday ive been dying to go home. Since its raining and i wore slippers, I kept slipping. Its frustrating.

However my day wasnt at all bad. Dance training was interesting. The steps is very fast and nice! I would LOVE my love ones to see this performance. I have a good feeling about this dance.

So till next time ZOOM ZOOM!

if only you have time for me...

2008-11-09T21:25:00.005+08:00

Jump off the cliff
into the blue waters of the ocean
Breathe in the fresh air
twirl around the green field

Fall on my knees
pray for forgiveness
tears drop like crystals
everything is different

will i be your sun shine again....

2008-11-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

Today is Anuar Zain concert.

Some of my cousins and aunt will be going to his concert tonight. Have fun girls!
Dont forget to get his autograph!

2008-11-08T16:42:00.002+08:00

Tercipta Untukku - ungu

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuatku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cita terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata yang tak mampu
Kuungkapkan kepada dirimu...

Aku ingin engkau selalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah yang menyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau selalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah yang menyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku

Pasti waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu ku selalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku..

2008-11-07T21:10:00.005+08:00

I used PAINT to fill the pictures with colours. :D

Today i was not up to it. Yes im bored and i wish i can apply make up on me but im tired. I refuse to think that something bug me. However i am BUGGED! I dont know if the sentence make sense but yeah. I want to express it that way. I will be busy for the next few days. Im having Exams for Madrasah and CIP. I really dont feel like doing CIP because the location is so far away from my place. If im doing it, Im actually dragging myself there.

I havent been feeling well lately for myself. I've been lazy to dress up and then regret it. Sometimes when you stand infront of your wardrobe you cant find anything suitable to wear so you end up using the clothes that was infront of your eyes. I just cant wait till its holidays again! To feel better.

I just dont know how to tell you i miss you. It bugs me.

2008-11-06T22:31:00.006+08:00

Inspired look

I tried my new i nuovi cosmetics.

i nuovi MALIBU BARBIE
i nuovi COMPACT POWDER
i nuovi PEWTER eyeshadow
i nuovi PLATINUM eyeshadow
i nuovi 08508S lipstick
Avon ALMOND concealer
Face shop STICK EYESHADOW
Mayberlline AUTUMN SPIRIT
Rhomlon 30 EYE SHADOW
Revlon FABULASH MASCARA

Inspired look of Kim Kardashian

no editing of pics

I LOVE I NUOVI!!!!

i smile when i see u

2008-11-06T13:02:00.004+08:00

Comfortable boys?

They played R.O.C.K rock in the mrt.

Nothing much happen this week. Im feel SO relieve after finishing my math quiz and my CD goals. Now i cant talk properly. Right Reyza? Yesterday my mind was on so many things. Course selection, elective selection, math quiz, CD goals and the fact that im saving money. Thus when Reyza talked to me yesterday, i didnt manage to ans him well. I didnt know i was actually fidgeting until he told me. NOW IM OK! :)

I did a very bad thing. I slept with my contact lense still in my eye! So my eyes was kinda sore and i washed it with eye cleaner solution. Feel so much better after that. I know Kak Mada gonna read this and scold me as soon as she meet me. LOLS. I forgot! :D So i went to school with spec. I feel so self conscious today. Since im dont dress up like the usual i feel people kept staring at me! It makes me feel like i have something on my face. I hope its just me.

2008-11-04T21:24:00.016+08:00

AWWWWW!!!!!!!

I've been thinking about her(Iza). I cant wait to meet her and actually crap around.
Im sure im going to meet her soon cause we made a SUPER good plan to boost out blog readers with VIDEOS! Just like my Vblog. I MISS HER! Shes been busy with work lately. I pity her cause she's been going home late because of work. I want to see her smile more often. Till then lets get ourselves ready for our project. Btw i tak buat pape dengan u BABY TUE u. LOLS. Jangan risau. He kalah main game stress. Tu jek. Kecian! LOLS

I've been saving money because if i spend on things i tend to save up. So it covers up the decrease of money in my bank account. So i've been eating packed food from home. Yesterday i ate roti boy and today i ate French toast. Bring a bottle of water and that keeps me full. Unless im lucky so find coins in my purse to treat me some finger food. :D I still do have money though, just that i dont want to use my notes. I wonder what will i bring tomorrow? Hmmmm.....

I LOVE IZZAH!!!!!!! MUAH!

2008-11-03T14:04:00.005+08:00

Because i hide it all behind my smile

I cant think when theres so much noise. My classmates are chatting away. So im just waiting for lesson to start.

Things are slightly better now. Almost. Ever since i entered poly theres constant change. Education systems, life styles and even relationships. Life sure change accordingly. Its not like the care free kinda of life we used to have when i was young. Changes are greatly affected and sometimes it can be painful. So adapting to the surrounding is the best way.

Love really plays a big role in people's life. Now at my age im still trying to understand the meaning. Its something you cant define. It comes and go. Either its really falling in love or monkey love. Its something you dont want to mess with. The level on how people think of love can really hurt them. When you fly too high, the impact when you fall its even more painful. So im now lying low. Its true what my uncle told me. Dont love someone you know that will hurt you in the end. Know the person you love is the right person and most importantly he must love me for me.

You cant 100% believe "The Tip To Understand Boys" in the 17teen magazine. However sometimes its true. Eg. Dont date a guy who dont respect you or even break up with a guys who cheats on you. How far can you go to understand boys. Not entirely. Theres times when you just dont understand. Maybe all it takes is time. Same goes to girls. :D

i nuovi

2008-11-03T11:55:00.005+08:00

i nuovi

I went SHOPPING with Uncle dearest .
Its such a great deal to shop at i nuovi.

I think its an investment. Since im MAD about make-ups and i'll definitely use it. Why not get a good quality product like i nuovi!

I cant wait to use them! Weee..!!!!